I want to be happy. 

Idk what’s going to make me happy. 

I feel like there are only 2 things in my life currently that I love, which make me happy. My job, and the Grizzlies. 

It’s not healthy to work 24/7 nor do I want to and there’s not a grizzlies game every night. 

So what do I put in all the spaces between?

I leave for Atlanta tomorrow morning. I’m attending An Event Apart which is a web development conference. I’m nervous because I’m going by myself, driving, and don’t know anybody in Atl. There could be quite a bit of time where I’m a lone if I don’t make some new pals the first day. I dont meet people very easily. 

That said I’m excited and I’m hoping this time away from Memphis and all the bullshit here will clear my head and make me feel better when I get back thursday. if not… I’m gonna be bummed. 

Just in a rut and not sure what the solution is. 

I’ve been looking for a small 1 bedroom place in Memphis and there’s virtually nothing. Everything is very overpriced and I refuse to move into a place that doesn’t have AC. Not doing that again. 

Seems absurd to me I can’t find a reasonably priced small 1bdr in a decent part of town. There’s just no where acceptable to live in this city and all the people I’d be ok living with have room mates already. smh. 

clearly I’m pissy. just don’t know what to do about all this crap I’m dealing with presently.